I recently put a pic of my mom as my background on my phone. Probably good and bad. I was looking at it today and kinda started to get sad bc my mind started to wander back to those days. Sometimes I feel like grabbing people by the shoulders, shaking them and saying, “DID YOU KNOW MY MOM DIED??”…”Can you believe it?”…”No??”..”I can’t, either”.
I’m considering going back to counseling when I get to school if they offer it.