I’m tempted to apologize to you,the readers of my blog. I guess you have a choice,to read or not to read. I don’t know if you choose that based on the title of the post or what. I’m tempted to apologize because the vast majority of my posts tend to be about or deal with my mother. But then I remember hearing and telling people that blogs are for whatever you want to write in them. So I’m tempted to apologize,but I won’t. I can’t. I just wanted to say what I was just thinking. There is a lot going on..in life. In my life,in the lives of people I care about and people I love. I was just thinking maybe I could/should write to her. But I don’t know. I feel like as the letters piled up, I might get more sad. A lot on my mind just now. And I wish I could have her here to talk about it with.