Recently I’ve been thinking about a lot of things. I was going to say that I’ve been thinking a lot, but in reality…I almost always think a lot. But I’ve learned some things about myself that I either didn’t know or didn’t realize about myself. And not all of these things were good, necessarily, but not all of them were bad either.
I’m learning about myself as a person and the issues/struggles that I have. Honestly, I’m not proud of them..and I’m less happy about the fact that I didn’t realize some things before now, but in a way it’s weird too.
I mentioned in another blog that I feel like everything I do or everything that happens is worse than what it seems since my mom isn’t here. At this point,I start to think/wonder if people get tired of hearing me talk about it.
I read somewhere that grief makes you selfish.& I would definitely say that’s true for me. But I’m also trying to learn/realize that although my world may have crashed or feels like that,there are other people going through too.
To be continued…
Talk to me about it. Talk to me everyday. I’m always willing to listen! Love u De-O!